questions..
what was one to know how her heart turned? when was he signal of love fierce enough to finally be seen?
how did she know when that friendship was turning into a romance? when could she tell that he liked her back?

he almost never shows emotion-he generally has it locked inside of him, closed off to the world to see. how do i know if i like him? passions run high with one, but confusement runs deeps with the other. ah, the mind is a world of swirls of dark colors whose true meaning are distant and hidden. one must search to find the answer.

when do i know when i am here to be loved? or does one even want love? love makes things hot and sloppy. Romance takes the cold hard wax out of person and molds it to something warm-you can handle it and it seems more open to the world. but love melts the wax, and it runs everywhere. love is hard to clean up for it hardens fast, and is difficult to remove.

but do i even have a chance? he is confused, i am confused.....is it wrong to be so happy with one but still possibly be falling for another? when does the list of questions find an end?

my dreams make no use to me, they have no meaning anymore. my faith is weak, so my inner self is lacking in answers. or do i want them? questions questions questions. swirls of romance and lust. passion and hate. sweet joy and bitter loathing. confusement and a clear mind. what does one pick? which makes the greatest of difference?

will any of these choices tell the answer to what one seeks?


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ah, silly questions of the heart.

i'm not a big journal person so this is just up here to put something on my page. and it's more artistic than blogish.

idk. i'm lonely for my boyfriend and really confused about my best friend and it's 11;15 at night and i has a sad.